Kasi aku hot jerr.....=.='

ko kalau tak suka blog aku nie...it's okay...
aku xkesah..ko dalam dunia ko..aku dalam dunia aku...
so,tak payah la susah2 nak hina2 orang ekk...
ko ingat aku nie teruk sangat ke sampai tak tahu sal html nie??
aku rasa,nie blog aku..so..pasal nak letak "menatang" apa pown..tu aku punya hal la..
dah kalau blog nie macam budak tadika...
tak payah dah datang sini ekk...senang cite...

kalau rasa diri tu bagus sangat dalam html nie..
len kali tinggalkan url lmn blog ko tu..
bley la gak kan aku tgk..
se-cantik and segempak mana blog ko 2...
hurmmm....

aku bukan nak cari gaduh ngan ko..
len kali nak komen pe k...ko fikir ar lu ekk..baik buruknye
jangan main bantai ikut sedap mulut ko jerr..
ko belum kenal aku..so,tak da hak nak judge aku punya blog and bandingkan blog ko ngan aku..
masing2 ada citarasa sendiri..ko ngan citarasa ko..aku dengan citarasa aku..so..
tak payah la nak menghina blog orang lain...

even aku dah 19 sekalipun...
aku rasa,tak salah nak kasi blog aku nie jadi blog "BUDAK TADIKA"
sebab..aku create blog nie bukan tuk ko ye...
heran aku..asal la ko nie susah hati sangat dengan blog aku nie?
dah kalau tak da keje nak buat..apa kata ko pergi ke masjid ke(if u nie muslim),rumah anak yatim ke..pe ke...buat amal sikit..dari duk menghina aku punya blog nie..kang tak pasal2 ko sakit jiwa layan blog "BUDAK TADIKA" nie..sapa susah?ko jugak....

kalau ko rasa aku nie tak matang ke pe ke...tu hal ko..
aku is aku..ko is ko...

Ha'a...lupa lak...pape pown TERIMA KASIH la bub ter-datang ke blog SIYAL nie...:)

p/s..ni la orang..blog aku mcm budak kecik pown dia susah hati..ikut suka aku la..blog aku..bukan blog ko..xska xyah dtg..hurmmm...manusia2..tahu cari kesalahan orang lain jerr..kesalahan diri sendiri..tak nak nilai abis2...

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm............xoxoxo..:(

Aku balik awal hari ini..kalau tidak pukul 4 ,baru aku balik rumah..

tapi disebabkan cikgu P.P aku tak ada..

kami semua balik awal la..sebelum tu…

aku ada la storykan hal aku dengan dia dekat kawan-kawan aku..

Bukan nak heboh-hebohkan..

aku cuma nak kan pendapat dari kawan-kawan aku…

aku juga sebut tentang kawan “sabah” aku..

banyak juga la spekulasi yang kawan-kawan aku buat..

aku dengar jer..apa yang okay..aku ambil..apa yang “hancur”..aku tolak mentah2…

Hurmm..(story about kawan sabah aku…..)

 Aku dengan dia hanya “kawan” biasa jer…

aku just anggap dia kawan jer.

Bukan kawan special or bff coz..dia tu..tak masuk line dengan aku…

aku hot bukannya sebab besar sangat..

Cuma aku tak tahu apa motif dia buat macam ini..dulu..masa mula-mula masuk class aku..

aku la orang pertama tegur dia sebab yang lain tak nak layan dia..

then lepas tu..baru kawan-kawan yang lain tegur and befriends dengan dia..

aku cuma sebagai orang tengah yang memulakan perhubungan tu jerr..

then,satu hari tu…..ariff and aizat pernah tanya aku,kenapa  dia tak nak cakap dengan diorang..

so,aku tanya la dia..jawapan dia dekat aku ialah..”saya takut dengan budak lelaki….and bla..bla..”so..aku cakap la apa yang dia bagi tahu dekat aku kepada ariff n aizat..

that’s why aku still ingat apa yang dia kata..

And now…my bf told  me that,she always send a chat to him..and admit as my friend…

hello…my bff,aien,shud,nurul,..pown tak pernah buat macam yang dia buat dekat  my bf..sebab diorang  fikirkan kesan perbuatan diorang(bukan aku yang buat conclusion sendiri ye..diorang sendiri yang cakap tadi)..yang aku hairan…asal dia tak chat jerr dengan  aizat k ariff k..coz..she knows them very well....but why my bf?jumpa pown tak pernah..(tapi tak tahu la kalau pernah jumpa…)(dulu…cakap takut dengan budak lelaki…entah pape la..aku memang hot pasal ini..sebab aku sendiri yang dengar dari mulut dia..tak ada nak tokok tambah ekk…tak ada maknanya aku nak fitnah dia…just tell the truth…)

I’m not jelousy with her..i’m just dislike her reaction…

even..maybe she think that’s it okay..but,how about my feeling?

aku sendiri pown tak pernah nak send chat dekat  bf kawan-kawan aku..

sebab tak nak kawan-kawan aku  bergaduh dengan bf diorang..

sebab kadang-kadang tindakan kita ini..tak boleh diterima oleh seseorang 

(tipu la kalau korang tak jeles bila tahu bf/gf korang main chat/msg dengan orang lain...)..

Arhhh..lantak la...(korang bayangkan orang yang korang sayang gilerrr…berada dalam situasi macam ini…??apa nak buat??senyum saja?buat tak tahu??or dok buat heran….ja....umm…)

Aku tak kisah nak chat k apa k..

aku cuma rasa pelik la..dulu beria-ria benar cakap takut dengan budak lelaki..

asal plak cepat sangat berubah???..tu jerr yang aku tak faham…

(story about my bf)

Actually,tadi aku pergi tempat kerja dia..(pasar raya)

but aku tak masuk…abah aku jer yang masuk..

coz aku tahu dia kerja hari ini..tapi tak sangka lak..dia berada kat luar..emmm…

takdir menemukan aku dengan dia..

selepas aku cuba nak elakkan diri aku dari dia…

(aku sayangkan dia..tapi.....ummmm….ego punya pasal….semua jadi tunggang langgang…..)

Aku rasa kesian tengok dia tadi..

penat buat kerja..(part time..coz cuti sem..bulan 7 baru masuk sem 2)

Mesti dia penat sangat tadi..aku nak tengok dia..tapi..ego aku terlalu tinggi..

aku masih lagi rasa marah pada dia..tapi aku tak boleh halang diri aku dari panggil dia..

aku panggil sekuat hati..tapi dia buat tak heran..

(sebab aku panggil dia dalam hati aku..bodohkan aku..mana la dia nak dengar..:()

Tadi,aku just create reason dekat abah aku yang aku teringin nak makan nasi lemak..

and nak masak sendiri..so,abah aku pown pergi la beli bahan tadi..

tujuan utama nak tengok dia..last2..aku plak yang di tengoknye…

duduk sebelah aku jerr..huhuhuhu…disebabkan ego..aku buat tak heran dekat dia..

(maafkan sayang…..:(sayang rindu sangat dekat abg tahu…huhuhuhu)

Last words….aku masih teringat kata-kata kawan aku…aien…

she said:aku tak rasa hang salah sebab perangai budak-budak hang..

sebab hang ada hak nak jelousy or whatever…

apa kata hang cakap dengan “dia” pasal apa yang hang rasa supaya hampa berdua okay balik..

and bagi la warning dekat “kawan” kita pasal apa yang hang rasa…supaya dia faham …

shud:hang rasa..hang boleh ke pertahankan hubungan hang dengan dia??

        (soalan maut lak dia Tanya..adesss)

Nurul:aku tak rasa hang salah sebab,kita sebagai orang perempuan memang sensitive tambah-tambah bila berkaitan dengan orang yang kita sayang…hang cakap la elok-elok dengan dia..and bla..bla..

My answers……

aien:aku tak boleh buat macam tu…aku tak nak kawal hidup dia..biarlah..kalau betul jodoh dia dengan aku..kami akan tetap bersama..walau apa pun yang terjadi…

shud:Questions hang buat aku rasa terkaku 5 minit td…aku yakin aku mampu mempertahankan perhubungan aku dengan dia..tapi..aku tak tahu apa pula tanggapan dia and perasaan dia selepas semua ini berlaku…aku redha…sebab salah aku masih bersikap macam budak-budak…mesti dia meluat..hohohoho

Nurul:Heehehe…tak sangka ekk..selepas berbual dengan  hang..baru aku tahu yang kita nie ada jugak sikap yang sama…hehehe…aku nak cakap elok-elok dengan dia..tapi hang tahu jela…kang lain pulak jadinya…takut makin parah hubungan kami berdua…aku nie kan “garang”..hohohoho….

p/s:thnks a lots my bff…trima kasih sebab sudi dengar luahan hati aku tadi…and untuk nasihat..tu..yang mana baik.aku ambil..yang buruk..nasihat aku..jangan fikir nak kasi nasihat tu lagi kat aku…nak menjahanamkan boleh la…bukan nak perbaiki…hohoho….

P/s:I’m so sorry…sebab layan abg macam tu…banyak nak cakap masa jumpa tadi..tapi..syg tak nak ganggu abg buat kerja…and ego jadi penghalang..:(

alamak..dh janji nak masak...okay la..tata..:(..xoxo..

Story Pukul 3 Pagi and..bla..bla..bla...

Gara-gara "mulut longkang dia"aku tak boleh tidur semalam...
letih siot!..mangkuk tol arr minah yang uat cerita nie..adess...

Ummmmm......
Ngantuk gila aku tadi dalam kelas..nasib baik la boleh gak fokus time cikgu mengajar...
cuma time subject sejarah jer aku hilang fokus..coz ngantuk ya amat...
dah la cikgu pown style talk slow2...lagi la menjadi2 aku punya ngantuk tu...

Kesian gula hati aku...tak pasal2 kena fitnah...dan disebabkan fitnah tu,aku tak boleh tidur!
(coz bercakap melalui telefon dengan gula hati...dari kul 12 lbh kowt..sampai pukul 2..kalau tak silap la..mula2 jenuh jugak la nak uat gula hati tenang..adesss..."hot" gila dia semalam..lagi hot dari aku...huhuhuhu)
Sial betul la...haishhh....Geram2...dah tu,disebabkan tidur pukul 3 pagi,
aku hampir2 tak pergi sekolah tadi sebab nyaris2 ter- bangun lewat...nasib baik la sempat solat subuh..& pergi sekolah...


Kes nie start dari 1 panggilan telefon dari minah tu,
then habis semua jadi berantakkan...jiwa kacau betul la minah nie...
pasal ko la aku dengan dia masam muka kejap...


P/s:gula hati,coklat jiwa minta maaf sangat!..sebab hal tu,

      gula hati tak dapat nak jawab test exam  tadi...

      i'm so sorry about that..

Disebabkan termakan dengan kata2 "dia",aku terpaksa buka facebook aku semula...
nak aktif akaun facebook pown 1 hal gak..coz aku terlupa password dia...nasib baik la..aku ada tulis dalam diari aku..kalau tak..kena buat akaun baru la jawabnya...(malas arr aku)...

Ummmmm...Kesian dekat "gula hati",dah la demam,ada test plak tu besok(hari ini)..terpaksa pinjam handphone kawan just semata-mata nak call aku..then aku plak buat donno jer kat dia coz terbakar dengan kata-kata "minah tu" mula2 tu....

(lepas jerr aku dapat tahu yang dia demam..aku rasa sedih sangat...sebab aku tak dapat nak jaga dia..dah tu,tahu kusutkan otak and fikiran dia jer...masalah betul la aku...huhuhuhu..:(..abg dah banyak berkorban kan?syg jer tak tahu nak hargai..maafkan sayang...dah tu..habis kawan2 abang sekali kena tempiasnye...hurmmm...kata2 maaf mungkin mudah diungkapkan..tapi secara jujur..sayang tahu yang hal ini takkan mudah untuk dilupakan....hmmmmm)


urmm...kadang2 aku nie ngek gak ekk bub boleh termakan dengan kata2 orang...
nak kata aku nie lembut sangat or lembab sangat nak faham tak jugak..
tapi,cuma dalan hal yang melibatkan hati dan perasaan jer aku jadi tak menentu..
cepat sangat sensitif..and sewaktu dengannya...hohoho...bila melibatkan hati and perasaan aku mudah dipengaruhi oleh orang lain...herr...susah la kalau macam nie..:(
(nak uat camna dah semulajadi macam nie) dan disebabkan tindakkan aku tu,gula hati terpaksa terima & tanggung akibatnya..yela..gara2 hal tu,dia tak dapat jawab test tu...:(
aku rasa bersalah ya amat dekat dia...:(..macam mana kalau dia dapat pointer sikit saja nanti??:(
kejamnya aku...sebab ragu2 terhadap janji2 dia..and trust-kan orang lain..:(


p/s:abg...one more thing,i want to apologize to you about i didn't called you as "abang" when we spoke on the phone..that's not mean that i'm ashamed to called you like that..:(please understand me...in this matter okay?..i always wish that i could call you as "abg" when i was not be in the home...


sorry for my broken english..xoxo..ngee...
p/s:actually,banyak lagi aku nak story..but..aku rasa ngantuk sangat..mata pown dah berat..nie..mao tidur dulu la...umm..."gula hati"...all that i can say is i'm so sorry

Bad news & Broken Heart!

Actually,
i got a call from my "friend"...this evening..
i don't want to talk too much about her..
i'm just wanna spoke about the news that she has tell me 5 minutes ago..




she:hello,i got hot news about your bf


me:ekk...(that's all that i can say that time!)


she:gets ready to be co-wife with a girl who studies in the same place with your bf

(she laugh with a loud voice..how could she do that?shits!hate this part!)

me:owhh...really,well actually i dont mind about it..coz i don't care..
       (that's what be in my mind that time!i'm try to hold my tear)


she:OMG!..are you sure about it?you want to give up?
      (wtf..how could she ask me like that?)


me:if he choose that girl,i can't do anything anymore unless give up..


she:that's man was so jerk!


me:why you say like that?

(i ask her with a hope that it's just a joke from she to me)

she:i have read the comment from his facebook..his friend try to match up he with another girl!..pity you..he has cheat on you!..hahahahaha(what the hell!)


me:owhh..thank you so much for the informations..

(then,i hang up my phone..let she talk alone..she deserved it!!!she make me hate her!)

p/s:i don't know the true story coz i don't have facebook anymore..

     if this story was true,i would thank a lot for the news that my "friend"has  told me!

    

sorry for my broken english...

Layan jerrkkk....~~~xoxo

if he or she sulksツ

Why She or He sulks?

• jealousy
• there's no understanding
• to draw attention

WHAT TO DO???!!!!

•  Explain the true story's
• compromise
• utter the words of sweet
• sing a song for she/he

p/s:don't stop singing ,even your voice is like frog calling for rains..
because,i'm pretty sure that she/he will love it!
and you will make her laugh with loud voice..huhu..
so,there are no more problems between you and she/he!
walaahhh...simple ways to overcome problems of love!kahkahkahkah...

DON'T DO IT!!!!

• Mutual blaming each other
•  urgent
• using the middle person
• leave for a long time

P/S:don't leave she/he for a long time..
because they will think that you are not serius in the relationship!
I know that some people want to give some space for his girlfriend when his girlfriend was sulks..
but,if you leave she for a long time..
of course she will misunderstanding of your actions..
and your relationship with her will be "the end"
hohohoho

P/S:Just for fun!!ツ
xoxo~~sorry for my broken english...ngeee~~~

...xoxo...(sabo jer la)

I want to send a message to him,
but my credit has expired

P/S:after i click the send buttons,
suddenly,my cellphone rings "beeb"..
and appear "message failed to sending" on the screen of my cellphone..
i thought that there's no line in my room,
but..the true is the date has expired
ekkk...my credit had expired!
huahuahua....

p/s:i use celcom's prepaid
      like we know,celcom's would not send any message to us
      if our celcom's prepaid has expired

ummm...I got excited want to send a message to him,
to tell him that i really missed him..but the credit has expired..
this insident has spoil my mood!!hohoho

P/S:lalink,i'm sorry because didn't send a message to you this day,
i hope that you don't think anything bad about it..and make any conclusion about it!!
this is a warning from me to you!

lalink,i just wanna you to know that i really missed you!


sorry for my broken english..huahuahua..ngee~~

bla..bla..bla...huahuahua

i'm just thinking about my future..with him


P/S:Not only did I give you my heart, I gave you my hopes and dreams
................................................................................................................
Tut..tut..
I must be strong now.
I must never give up.
And when people make me cry
and i'm are afraid of the dark,

i would not forget the light that always there.
ngeeee~~~

P/s:in the dark room with my lappy..hohoho

Pelengkap Hidup(ku telah jatuh cinta sama ini song!..huahuahu)

Pelengkap Hidup- Eren & Romi

Aku bagai laut
tak bertepi dan tak berkarang
Aku bagai bintang
yang tak ditemani malam

Melihat dirimu
Ada senyum canda dan tawa
Yang membuat aku tak ingin pergi darimu

Teringat janji lamamu kepadaku
Teringat aku teringat
Teringat saat kau masih ada di sini
Temani ku sepanjang hari

Bila kau pergi jauh
Ingatlah aku
Bila ku disampingmu
Peluk tubuhku

Bila kau rindu aku
Panggil namaku ku datang menemuimu

Peluk erat jasadku
jangan lepaskan
Tetaplah kau disini
arungi malam

Kerna hanya dirimu, belahan jiwa
Pelangkap ku di dunia

Teringat janji lamamu kepadaku
Teringat aku teringat
Teringat saat kau masih ada di sini
Temani ku sepanjang hari


Bila kau pergi jauh
Ingatlah aku
Bila ku disampingmu
Peluk tubuhku

Bila kau rindu aku
Panggil namaku ku datang menemuimu

Oh peluk erat jasadku
jangan lepaskan
Tetaplah kau disini
arungi malam

Kerna hanya dirimu, belahan jiwa
Pelangkap ku di dunia

Bila kau pergi jauh
Ingatlah aku
Bila ku disampingmu
Peluk tubuhku

Bila kau rindu aku
Panggil namaku ku datang menemuimu


Oh peluk erat jasadku
jangan lepaskan
Tetaplah kau disini
arungi malam

Kerna hanya dirimu, belahan jiwa
Pelangkap ku di dunia

♛OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(>.<')♛

omg!
tomorrow,
muet test will be held on 7.30 o'clock!
when i get the registration slip for this exam
from my teacher,puan asriyah,
i feel like wanna faint!
ekk...i'm not ready for this exam..
P/S:i hope that i would not feel nervous when i have to speaks..

actually,tomorrow i'll be on the first group..
and i will be the candidate D..
and at the same time,
i will be in the same group with ex-girlfriend,my boyfriend!hohoho.....

it's will be difficult for me,
because both of us never spoke to each other,

and  it's happen when she gets knows that's her ex-boyfriend is my boyfriend!

it's a very complicated relationship for me!



hurmm...my mum told me that,
i have to be a profesional in this matter..
although both of us never spoke to each other,
that's doesn't mean that we should lets go our chance to do the best for our future!


P/S:pray for me to do the best that's i can!..& sorry for my broken english..huahuahua...ngeee~~

◕‿◕The Meaning of roses color (part I)◕‿◕

RED ROSES:
                      love,beauty,courage & respect,romantic love,

                      congratulations,"i love you","job well done",

                      sincere love,passion

BLUE ROSES:the unattainable,the impossible

LAVENDER ROSES:love at first sight,enchantment

YELLOW ROSES:
                              joy,gladness,friendship,delight,

                              promise of a new beginning,

                              "Welcome back".
                              "Remember me",jealousy,

                              "I care"

WHITE ROSES:
                            purity,innocence,silence,secrecy,

                            reverence,humility,youthfulness,

                          " I am worthy of you",heavenly &

                            happy love(bridal)

P/s:the smells of roses make me feel relaxed..ngee~~

Our Love Will Always Last by Edward Chun

As we walk this land

Side by side, hand in hand

I know that some clouds may pass

But if we hold on tight

And love with all our might

Then the thorns in our life will never last

And the roads may sometimes be unpaved

You may think that our love cannot be saved

Though the world out there

May be cold to all we share

I have you, to take me through the night

And if we hold on tight

And stay true to all that’s right

Then baby, our love will always last…

See the sunrise in the sky

Kiss the sunset as we lie

At night, I’ll never leave your side

But I know someday

I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray

Oh, darling, wish that I could heal your pain…

Though the world out there

May be cold to all we share

I have you, to take me through the night

And if we hold on tight

And stay true to all that’s right

Then baby, our love will always last…

And if we hold on tight, stay true to all that’s right

Then baby, our love will always last

P/S:Gula hati...tajuk & lirik sekali Coklat Jiwa kasi..hohoho

Bla..bla..bla..bla....=.='

hello..
story hari nie pasal latihan rumah sukan waja...
Even,aku nie budax F6..tapi aku n kawan-kawan still gak kena g buat latihan sukan...
malas betul aku bub2 macam nie..tidur lagi baik..tapi kalau tak pergi cikgu kata apa la plak..serba salah aku... 
tapi disebabkan aku telah berjanji..maka..haruslah aku tepati janji itu...huahuahua.....(ayat tak bley blahh)Tapi sikit jerr budax2 yang g..yang lain malas bebenor nak datang haa.....ishhx30..apa nak jadi..ce cite..?

P/S:Penat siott petang nie..dah la kena dera..rasa macam nak
hahahha...

Ehem2...kureng asam jawa betul la kawan aku sorang nie...mentang2 cikgu kasi dia handle budax2 menengah rendah..sekali dengan2 kami dia nak handle...adesss...dah tu siap kenakan kitorang geng "girls"...huh!!aku rasa macam nakjerr...geram weyhhh...huahuahuahua

Macam2 dia suruh kami buat tadi..adess...tapi...disebabkan aku de problem sal kesihatan,so aku dikecualikan...yay!!Hip..hip..Hoorayyyyyyy!!!
Legaaaa i...hahahaha...
Yang lain lak bila tengok aku dengan selambanye tak join diorang,maka..timbullah perasaan cemburu sebesar buah tembikai..dalam hati diorang..,(ekkk...mana aku tahu diorang punya cemburu sebesar buah tembikai??ekkk...memandai jer aku...kuakuakua..)
Lepas tu,..masing2..terus pura2 pening...haha..coz xmo ikut join...tapi apakan daya..."Helah korang tak berjaya la weyhhh...KESIAN!!"hahahaha

"Len kali berguru kat aku lu no"....aku bub2 macam nie dah PHD dah...huahuahua...


P/S:pape pown,memang happening la petang tadi...ariff ko memang terbaik-lah...ehem2..suke ekk hati ko
      kenakan kitorang..takpe2..lain kali ko plak yang kami kenakan...just wait & c..KO TUNGGGU!!
      huahuahuahuax1000(evil punya gelak oooo...ngeee~~~)

mende lak aku mengarut nie??ekkk...aku rasa kesan stress nak MUET next week's kowt..huhuuhu

Sastera ooo Sastera

Hari ini masa belajar sastera..
aku asyik gelak jer...macam2 kerenah budak2 sastera dari kelas 6P(P2) time diorang baca puisi & cerpen tadi..
mana taknya..di tambah,tolak,bahagi and siap darab ngan cikgu aku yang suka sangat buat lawak secara spontan tu,maka..habis la bising 1 clazz tdi dengan gelak ketawa..


kalau dulu aku and the geng tak bape la sangat suka kat dia coz kitorang rasa dia pilih kasih...
(coz kitorang bertiga budak clazz ekonomi 6P(P1) bukan clazz sastera..kitorang ambik sastera just sebab kitorang nak selamatkan pointer STPM kitorang jerr..ambik 5 subjects lagi selamat..huhuhu)

But,dulu la...now,pandangan kitorang terhadap dia dah berubah..coz bila dia buat macam tu,kitorang rasa tercabar and terpinggir and situasi tu buat kitorang struggle hard to get A for her paper,malay literature! 

P/S:Okay,honestly,sebab utama ialah nak tunjuk kat dia yang kitorang lagi "hebat"dari murid sastera dia..hohohoho

And,alhamdulillah laa...bila kitorang berada dalam situasi yang sedemikian rupa
[cecece....ayat..mana bley blahh]...baru la kitorang nak berusaha supaya dia tak pinggirkan kitorang and "salut" kat kitorang..ngeee~~hahaha

P/S:aku rasa la weyhh,maybe dia guna cara psikologi yang macam tu supaya kami lebih berusaha and tak harapkan dia 100% untuk berjaya...waaaallaaaaaaahhhh!!dia berjaya buat kami "berjaya" dapatkan A tuk paper dia..

P/S:orang cakap sastera senang..memang la..try ngok baca hikayat zaman purba kala..perhhh..mau pening kepala nak faham weyhhh.."hatta".."maka".."tatkala"..macam2 g la..ekkk=.='...berbelit2 maksud dia..susah owwwhhhhhh....sebab tu bila baca buku sastera aku jadi mengantuk ya amat...huahuahua...

Then,semenjak kitorang "selalu" dapat result yang agak "terbaik" tuk paper dia..baru la..dia puji kitorang...hahaha...
(sekali sekala kena puji dengan dia,mau kembang sakan aku & kawan2 aku..hahaha)
but..kadang2 teruk gak kena kutuk...ekkk...=.='

Antara contoh2 ayat kutukan dari beliau:

1. "dok buat heran"(ayat nie selalu keluar dari mulut dia time dia suruh kitorang baca puisi or cerpen yang terdapat lam buku sastera..)
2. orang sakit jiwa(ayat nie mana tahan...selalu "Bat" jer yang kena ayat nie..aku?ehhh...jiwa aku okay g..tak sakit jiwa..so,tak termasuk la dalam kategori orang sakit jiwa dalam kelas tu..ngeee~~)
3. tak ada perasaan(nie la ayat  famous yang selalu kitorang dengar dari mulut dia...kalau sehari tak keluar ayat nie dari mulut dia tak sah la)

P/S:Time dia sebut ayat2 tu,dia mesti guna mimik muka seposen..
       Haiseyyy....2 yang ase semacam tu...=.='

kalau nak tahu banyak lagi la ayat2 pedas yang selalu keluar dari mulut dia..2 baru sikit aku listkan...n ayat nie tak de la pedas sangat cam cili api tuhhh...
yang pasti..walau macam mana pown,dia tetap cikgu aku..and dia dah jadi salah 1 cikgu fav.aku..
(ekk..sejak bila ek??of course ler..sejak aku dapat A tuk paper dia..:)ngeee~~)
Tadi aku kena baca puisi cinta weyhhh...perhh..mao berpeluh gak ar nak cari feeling..hahaha..
last2 dia cakap.."sedihnya baca..macam nak nangis"...huhuhuhu....ada lak..adesss...majok la 5 saat dengan dia...huh!!.

ekkk...ngantuk lak....okay...mao

♥scribble of heart part V♥

i know that you are really missed me..
but,i hope that you understand me..
although i didn't reply your messages or never leave a comment to your entry that's not mean that i'm forgot you my dear..
i'm always remember about you!
althought when i sleep..i never forget about you..
you are my beloved boyfriend,how could i forget about you??

p/s:i want you know that i missed you like crazy!
      btw,thank for the entry!..:(

Brilliant Legacy

 LYRICS:

너 하나만
( Neo Hanaman : Engkau seorang saja )

저 파란 하늘로 날아올라

( jeo paran haneullo naraolla =  aku terbang ke  atas langit biru )

새하얀 네 품에 안길꺼야

( saehayan ne pume angilkkeoya= akan ku peluk hatimu yang seputih salju itu )

아무것도 아무말도
( amugeotdo amumaldo = apapun dan sepatah katapun )

내겐 필요치 않은걸
( naegen pillyochi anheungeol = tak perlu sampaikan padaku )

드넓은 가슴에 너를 안고 

( deuneorbeun gaseume neoreul ango = ku akan merangkulmu di dalam dada yang  luas ini )

영원한 노래를 부를꺼야

( yeongwonhan noraereul bureulkkeoya = ku akan menyanyikan lagu yang mengabadikan )

세상에 너 하나만 사랑해

( sesange neo hanaman saranghae =dalam kehidupan dunia ini hanya engkau saja yang aku cintai )

고민할 필요없어 세상에 단 한 사람
( gominhal pillyoeobseo, sesange dan han saram = kau  tak perlu  merana , di dunia ini hanya seorang saja, aku )

네 곁을 지켜줄께

( ne gyeoteul jikyeojulkke = yang akan menjaga di sisimu  )

넌 의심없이 모든걸

( neon uisimeobsi modeungeol = kau tak perlu ragu2 atas semuanya )

내게 다 맡겨주겠니

( naege da matgyeojugenni = semua serahkan padaku )

이젠 난 다 알아 널 위해 살아갈게

( ijen nan da ara neol wihae saragalge = sekarang saya seorang, yang akan hidup untukmu)

저 파란 하늘로 날아올라

( jeo paran haneullo naraolla =  aku terbang ke  atas langit biru )

새하얀 네 품에 안길꺼야

( saehayan ne pume angilkkeoya= akan ku peluk hatimu yang seputih salju itu )

아무것도 아무말도
( amugeotdo amumaldo = apapun dan sepatah katapun )

내겐 필요치 않은걸

( naegen pillyochi anheungeol = tak perlu sampaikan padaku )

드넓은 가슴에 너를 안고
  ( deuneorbeun gaseume neoreul ango = ku akan merangkulmu di dalam dada yang  luas ini )

영원한 노래를 부를꺼야

( yeongwonhan noraereul bureulkkeoya = ku akan menyanyikan lagu yang mengabadikan )

세상에 너 하나만 사랑해
( sesange neo hanaman saranghae =dalam kehidupan dunia ini hanya engkau saja yang aku cintai )

영원히 세상에 오직 하나
( yeongwonhi sesange ojik hana = selamanya dalam hidup ini hanya satu saja )

너만의 남자가 돼줄꺼야

( neomanui namjaga dwaejulkkeoya =aku akan menjadi pasangan ( laki-laki ) mu  seorang saja )

하늘 아래 우주 아래 너만 있으면 행복해

(haneul arae uju arae neoman isseumyeon haengbokhae = di bawah langit , dibawah semesta ini, bila ada engkau saja, aku merasa bahagia  )

내 삶의 마지막 그날까지
( nae sarmeui majimak geu nalkkaji= hingga akhir di kehidupanku )

영원히 변하지 않을꺼야

( yeongwonhi byeonhaji anheulkkeoya = selamanya tidak akan berubah )

뜨거운 내 사랑을 불타는 내 사랑을

( tteugeoun nae sarangeul bultaneun nae sarangeul = pada cintaku yang panas ini,
pada cintaku yang terbakar ini )

널 향한 내 사랑을 받아줘
( neol hyanghan nae sarangeul badajwo =  terimalah cintaku yang tertuju padamu )

저 파란 하늘로 날아올라
( jeo paran haneullo naraolla =  aku terbang ke  atas langit biru ) .

새하얀 네 품에 안길꺼야
( saehayan ne pume angilkkeoya= akan ku peluk hatimu yang seputih salju itu )

아무것도 아무말도
( amugeotdo amumaldo = apapun dan sepatah katapun )

내겐 필요치 않은걸
( naegen pillyochi anheungeol = tak perlu sampaikan padaku )

드넓은 가슴에 너를 안고 
( deuneorbeun gaseume neoreul ango = ku akan merangkulmu di dalam dada yang  luas ini )

영원한 노래를 부를꺼야
( yeongwonhan noraereul bureulkkeoya = ku akan menyanyikan lagu yang mengabadikan )

세상에 너 하나만 사랑해
( sesange neo hanaman saranghae =dalam kehidupan dunia ini hanya engkau saja yang aku cintai )

고민할 필요없어 세상에 단 한 사람

( gominhal pillyoeobseo, sesange dan han saram = kau  tak perlu  kawatir, di dunia ini hanya seorang saja, aku )

네 곁을 지켜줄께

( ne gyeoteul jikyeojulkke = yang akan menjaga di sisimu  ) 

넌 의심없이 모든걸
( neon uisimeobsi modeungeol = kau tak perlu ragu2 atas semuanya )

내게 다 맡겨주겠니

( naege da matgyeojugenni = semua serahkan padaku )

이젠 난 다 알아 널 위해 살아갈게
( ijen nan da ara neol wihae saragalge = sekarang saya seorang, yang akan hidup untukmu)

저 파란 하늘로 날아올라
( jeo paran haneullo naraolla =  aku terbang ke  atas langit biru )

새하얀 네 품에 안길꺼야
( saehayan ne pume angilkkeoya= akan ku peluk hatimu yang seputih salju itu )

아무것도 아무말도
( amugeotdo amumaldo = apapun dan sepatah katapun )

내겐 필요치 않은걸
( naegen pillyochi anheungeol = tak perlu sampaikan padaku )

드넓은 가슴에 너를 안고 
( deuneorbeun gaseume neoreul ango = ku akan merangkulmu di dalam dada yang  luas ini )

영원한 노래를 부를꺼야
( yeongwonhan noraereul bureulkkeoya = ku akan menyanyikan lagu yang mengabadikan )

세상에 너 하나만 사랑해
( sesange neo hanaman saranghae =dalam kehidupan dunia ini hanya engkau saja yang aku cintai )

영원히 세상에 오직 하나
( yeongwonhi sesange ojik hana = selamanya dalam hidup ini hanya satu saja )

너만의 남자가 돼줄꺼야
( neomanui namjaga dwaejulkkeoya =aku akan menjadi pasangan ( laki-laki ) mu  seorang saja )

하늘 아래 우주 아래 너만 있으면 행복해
(haneul arae uju arae neoman isseumyeon haengbokhae = di bawah langit , di bawah semesta ini, bila ada engkau saja, aku merasa bahagia  )

내 삶의 마지막 그날까지
( nae sarmeui majimak geu nalkkaji= hingga akhir di kehidupanku )

영원히 변하지 않을꺼야
( yeongwonhi byeonhaji anheulkkeoya = selamanya tidak akan berubah )

뜨거운 내 사랑을 불타는 내 사랑을

( tteugeoun nae sarangeul bultaneun nae sarangeul = pada cintaku yang panas ini, pada cintaku yang terbakar ini ) 

널 향한 내 사랑을 받아줘
( neol hyanghan nae sarangeul badajwo =  terimalah cintaku yang tertuju padamu ) .

P/S:My favourite korean drama!!XD
       xoxo~~ngee..
       love this song!
      1more thing...this lyrics i just copy & paste..
      credit to tazkiana for the lyrics..

     

Fobia Cinta!!

Pijakan kaki bagai tak terasa
Setiap kali lihat kau tersenyum mesra
Tapi hati masih tak berani lagi
Menghampiri

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala
Kerana hati aku berkata-kata
Jangan terkena untuk kali kedua
Kan sengsara

Chorus
Bukan aku tak sudi bersama
Cuma diri tak sanggup terluka
Dulu terlalu percaya
Tak sangka aku mangsa
Fobia cinta

Kini kau datang tawarkan segala
Bulan dan bintang seluruh angkasa
Namun aku masih ragu-ragu jua
Tak terima

Ulang Chorus

Entah bila
Akan dapat percaya semula
Oh manusia yang kata
Cintai mereka
Adakah aku fobia cinta

Ulang Chorus

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala

P/S:Shud!!..this song just for you..
      Nashrin beb!!Khas tuk ko beb, bub ko minat gilerr ann at dia..ngee~~XD

♩♬ ♪Just A Dream by Nelly♩ ♫ ♪

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can’t take it, knowing somebody’s got my baby.
And now you ain’t around, baby I can’t think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I’m tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain’t right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn’t give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I’m in the club thinkin all about my baby.

Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn’t enough.

I’m goin through it every time that I’m alone.
And now i’m missin, wishin she’d pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they’re gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they’re gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

P/S:love this song~~xoxo~~hahahaha..XD

★he was so mean to me★

ummm....he's already go back to his hostel..this morning..
  

even he come home this weeks,
but we didn't has time to met!
and i really missed him

whatever,i hope that he always in healthy conditions..
because i don't want anything happen to him coz i love him with all my heart
and i can't live without him..

♛the best moments♛

P/S:Eating ice cream while wrote new entry is the best moments..
YUMMY!!!


Ummmm......
today was not my lucky day..
coz i get stomach ache...
it's so pain!!..i can't hold it..
because of that...i skip my extra class this evening..
i'm so sad...

♛......................LiFe.......................♛

sometimes life is not as we expected
life is full of trials and challenges
if we give up easily,
we will not be able to achieve our ambitions



I almost lost hope,
but the presence of loved ones,
who give me a lots of the words of advice and spirit
made ​​me stronger to face the challenges and trials that come into my life!

P/S:sorry for my broken english...

♛From the bottom of my heart♛

Before this......

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

Now....

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
I cherish within my soul,
 

I want you to know,

of all the boys I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

And I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

P/S: "Gula Hati"...i miss u lorhh...huhuhu....

♀♀♀LOVE♀♀♀

Love 

isn't 

about

becoming 

somebody 

else's

perfect 

person.

It's 

about

finding 

someone 

who 

can 

helps

us 

become 

the 

best 

person 

we 

can 

be!

Bila aku x puas hati.......

Aku hairan betul dengan mamat sorang nie...

menyampah pown ade...

(walaupun aku xmo nyampah2 kat orng...tp ary nie,aku rasa menyampah lak kat dia pas bc comment2 dia=.='tgk..dh bertambah dosa aku...herrrr....)

ikut suka ati dia jer nak cakap pape..

just stakat tag nama jer..yang nak kecoh 1 dunia pa hal...

"akai x da ka nak fikiaq"(betul x loghat perlis aku nie...hentam je la..huhu)...

yang tu pown nak kecoh...kalau xsuka buang je la nama yang di tag 2,kan senang..abis cite...ishh3...

2 pown nak kena ajar k cik abg oiiii???

ingat habis matang ar tu cakap macam tu..

ntah pape..macam la dia tu "SUCI" sangat...

ciss..pirahhhh....

bukan main lagi cari salah orang ek..

diri sendiri pown x betul lagi ada hati nak suruh orang lain betulkan diri lak...

nie la manusia...cakap x serupa bikin....(aku ngaku aku pown kadang2 cakap tak serupa bikin gak bub aku hanyalah manusia biasa...ceeeewaaahhhh...ayat xbley blahhh...huhuhu)

aku cukup hot dengan orang macam nie...nasib bukan kawan aku..

kalau x....huhuhuhuhu....lu pikir ar sendiri

p/s:kalau korang baca comment dia...perhhh...memang terbaik la...

kalau bub nak jatuhkan orang ar...

Mr X...kalau ye pown nak seseorang tu cerminkan diri sebelum nak uat something,

aku rasa ko jugak patut lakukan benda yang sama...

(sebab aku dah cerminkan diri aku gak sebelum nak kata kat ko...bub ko yang suruh annn???ko suruh  MR Q uat macam tu sebelum cakap kt ko,so aku pown hormat  la keputusan ko tu....then lepas jer aku cerminkan diri aku,baru aku mula menulis entry baru aku nie)

=.='orang jenis nie,bg pendapat aku,orang yang suka cari kesalahan orang lain berbanding diri sendiri....

P/s:sorry to say laaaa ek....ehem2..

✘ ‿ ✘mUeT...MuEt...mUeT...✘ ‿ ✘

MUET examination will be held next month!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not ready to take this test....

P/S:✖_✖--------->ZzZzZz

confused....

i don't know what he is feeling right now..
i don't know whether this a good action..

i don't know what to do..

i don't know why i feel this way..
i don't want to be plagued with this problem..
i just want the certainty..

P/S:if you give me a chance, 

      i'm going to live for the rest of my life,

      proving to you,that you made the right decision

♀♀Goodbye♀♀

Enjoy this song!
although,this is a sad song..but this song is very interesting!

 Lyrics

English

What should I do? I am just watching you
I can’t even say a short farewell
You hold on to my cold hands
But now I have to send you away
What should I do? You are going far away
My heart is filling with tears
Even though I try my best to hide it, I can’t
This heart I couldn’t catch, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
Gathering all my sad tears, good bye
There was nothing I’ve done for you
Sadly, only scars are left
The person who encompassed my changed heart
Now I have to send you away, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
If the tears fall because it is so painful to endure
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
My love that I can’t reach, now I have to send you away
The only person that can make me laugh is you
Even if love is so deep and the heart hurts so much
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
The thing that I could do with all my sad tears, good bye

 Korean

Eoddeokajyo baraman boneyo
JJareun insa jocha geonnaelsuga eopneyo
Siridorok chagaun nae son jabajujiman
Ijeneun geuman bonaeya hajyo
Eoddeokajyo meoleojyeo ganeyo
Gaseumgadeuk nunmulman chaoneyo
Aesseo gamchwobwado meomchulsuga eopseoyo
Ggeutnae japji motan imameul eoddeokanayo
Saranghaetdeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeolggajido geudaera dahaengijyo
Seulpeun nunmul mowaseo annyeong
Amugeotdo haejunge eopneyo
Motnagedo sangcheoman namgyeotneyo
Byeonaegan mam jocha gamssa anajun saram
Ije bonaeya hal geudaereul eoddeokanayo
Saranghaetdeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeolggajido geudaera dahaengijyo
Sumi meojeulmankeum apawa nunmul heulleodo
Haengbokaetddeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeoggaji geudaera dahaengijyo
Datji mot tal nae saram ijen bonaeya hajyo
Ojik nareul utge hal saran gedaebbuningeol
Sarangi gipeojyeo maeumi apawado
Haengbokaetddeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareunsaram mannado
Apeun ibyeoggaji geudaera dahaengijyo
Seulpeun nunmul mowaseo naega hal su itneun il annyeong 


 

P/S:그는 너무 귀엽다!♥♥♥♥

✿wOrDs aNd tHeiR mEaNiNgS✿

Sometimes,writing can lead to dangerous consequences if we do not choose our words wisely.=.='
That is what i thought about when i read a comment in my friend blog..ish3...huhuhuhu

Ummm..sometimes,it is much harder to show whether we are fine or angry if a right word was not used.
For me,this kind of problem does not arise among close friend.

Let's me give an example for you guys....

1:some girls can write "SHUT UP","WHATEVER",I DON'T CARE",etc

By used that's words,her friends will know what her feeling just now..
whether did she was excited?,sad?,angry ?or ect..But what about to the person that we are not closed with?Of course they will not know what we feel..and this will cause the problem of misunderstanding between we and them happens. am i right?=.='

The conclusion is....writing and speaking out loud is obviously different.

P/s:i miss my kitten